Looking Back ( Helmut Newton ) Installation, 2022

bamboo rings, ink on inkjet prints on rice paper, metal chain, leather strings, metal rings, rope, cork ribbon, recycled yarn, string

Having had the good fortune to work with Helmut Newton in my twenties, I now turn to look back. I gaze back at myself as an object and use these pictures as a starting point to reflect on the act of looking, the male gaze and how I feel about being an object. I am essentially changing myself from an object into a subject again.The object is fragmented, conflicted and tied up in many different knots. There is an underlying structure of reality that is hidden.

I focus in on the eyes that are masked. What emotions do they betray? How do they look at being looked at? How does the object see the viewer?

Ink bubbles and stains add a fantasy layer on top of Newton's fantasy and give the work a dream like quality.

Haus Des Wandels

Artist/Mother 

2 Installations,  2022

Healing Plants Mobile and Ritual Circle

Sticks, medicinal plants, string, stones

Impressions of a Place/ Haus des Wandels

Eco prints on cotton and silk

I create fictional ritual sites from natural materials that are reminiscent of times long past and mysterious rites.

Plants are the basis of our lives and so much more... They have a variety of properties such as medicinal uses and dye for fabrics . I walked through the garden with the "Flora Incognita" app to identify plants and get to know my surroundings better. I was amazed at the numerous the properties of common and abundant garden plants . Almost every plant I identified has culinary, medicinal, and sometimes industrial uses. The plants in the mobile are the plants I used for my dying process, but each also has a variety of healing properties.

Another dimension of place is made visible through the imprints of the shapes and colors of the plants on the fabric. In this way I connect more deeply with my environment, I become a part of it. I map it, distill its essence, and at the same time create something new that is absolutely site-specific. These prints are different for every place and every time. All prints are made with the same plants, but there are large color variations due to different additives and backgrounds.

 Forest of Memories Series

‘Do you remember the forest? Does the forest remember you?’

 The Veiled Paintings Series

‘Veiling the truth with hidden beauty’

1. Cosmic Background Radiation

 2. Sound of Black Holes Colliding

 3. Starburst in Black Hole

4. Quarks and Other Material Matter 

 Ink Drawings

When you really look at something an intimacy arises and a connection is revealed.

 Commissions and Collaborations

Ancient Paradise Redux 2018 acrylic, oil pastel, pen on canvas 88 cm x 152 cm 34 1/2 in x 60 in

In 2018 I was approached by the New York design company “Essence Studio NYC” to collaborate on a woven piece of fabric art. They liked my painting “Ancient Paradise Redux” and we worked together to find a suitable part of the painting. Then we translated it from a myriad of color shades into 9 colors and a weaving process. The result was a hangable piece of fabric art that could also function as a blanket. People were able choose their own color combinations online based on color presets and thereby create new pieces of art according to their own color preferences.

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